Vent 😷

Kind of just need to let it out..

Ever since I was about twelve, I've had issues with severe headaches, ocular migraines, dizziness, fatigue, and it all intensifies if my heart rate is up (like exercising.) And none of my doctors ever gave a shit because I was a kid and either lying or I just looked healthy so it was "probably my body fighting off a weird little virus."

After I had my son, I really wanted to get to the bottom of it because it's very anxiety and panic inducing. But I ended up pregnant again, a couple months before my son turned two. And we're all pretty much at the point where fatigue can hit hard, and so can dizziness, and all that fun pregnancy stuff. But the way I've been feeling has been different, and the really awesome doctor I had that actually listened to me moved to Canada and I feel like my new doctors aren't listening, again.

In addition to all this there's a lot of stuff going on between me and my husband that is stressing me out and I don't want to function at all. I'm too tired to even go grocery shopping. I'm just really stressed out and wanted to get this all off my chest because I don't really feel like I have anyone I can talk to or vent to about it.

Thanks for listening to my mess lol