Panic setting in

Tomorrow is my last day of work. I’m due somewhere between the 9th and 14th. Lol yes. You read that right. My last day of work is 1 day before a possible due date. I work from home and I’m planning a home birth so had I gone early nbd. My first was born on his due date. So I haven’t been expecting to go early.

I’m a loan analyst for a mortgage company. High stress. Long hours. Plus an almost 3 year old home with me... It wasn’t until I said out loud today “tomorrow’s my last day” that I realized. Omg I’m pushing out another baby. I‘ve been like mentally not checked in. And now holy shit. I’m having another baby. Idk if I’m ready 😂🤯