Gender !

So I have 1 girl (4) a boy (2)y third boy (7 months) and I’m 20 weeks pregnant ! I just found out I’m having another boy 😩

Is it bad that I’m so disappointed it’s a boy because I really wanted a girl and same with my husband he has a boy from a previous relationship also so it’s a lot of boy.

And I feel like I’m not even happy it’s a boy but then I also feel okay my daughter was meant to be a girl for a reason and she’s a gift sent from God.

But I just feel so bad I’m not happy it’s a girl 😩😭