I wish I could hide from all pregnant women

When will it be my time..can I even concieve..will I ever fall in love and meet the man of my dreams. After all these failed relationships and losing my first baby at 7months pregnant it just seems like God doesn't want me to be happy..😫😭 I get so jealous when I see pregnant women. I just want to be happy and know that feeling of having a baby😔

Btw...I am 26..and have a great paying job