Bitter Sweet

My face is clearing up and my nails are growing.

However my hair is super dry.

I have thrown up everything (even water) and it’s very painful.

This pregnancy is my first and even though I am grateful and my baby is an answered prayer. I am miserable.

My boyfriend stinks to me and idk why.

I feel bad because sex is out of the question.

It’s not just his smell but my uterus is inverted and the shit just hurts.

I’m ready for June, but I don’t want to rush. I want a healthy baby.

I know I complained but I just needed too. I feel like I’m ungrateful and a crybaby so I don’t tell no one.