Kind of long and confused.

So I’m not really sure where to put this but it’s been weighing heavy in my mind.

When I was little like between 2-4 my dad has found me at the edge of the bed laughing and when he woke up and asked who I was talking to I said Uncle (name)

And he snatched me up so quick and threw me under the covers with me. Remind you they said they have never mentioned his name before and he had passed away before I was born but he was super excited to meet me (obviously sadly didn’t quite happen the way they expected it) And this isn’t the first time up until about 11 I had seen other family that had passed in this house as well. But I think I just shut it all out and was kind of curious if anyone else has been through this and “opened” themselves back up. And would I still be able to communicate to the passed or was it just bc I was a kid.? Kind of confused but been on the internet all night and it was kind of not a lot of help.