Goiiiiinnng craazy!!

Okay ladies. I'm currently 5 weeks today & I think I may be loosing my mind. I'm so beyond excited & my heart is feeling so full to be expecting my first child with the love of my life but I'm going crazy that my whole life is changing & everyone else is just like going on as normal & it's driving me insane. Okay let me back up, my husband & I do a lot of community work and are constantly being volunteered to help out with events around town, I'm also a caregiver for disabled elderly(which I will have to resign for a while) so anyways people keep talking to me pitching projects for next summer, my clients are talking about appointments and procedures 6 months in advance & I just have to keep going on as nothing has changed when in fact my whole life has changed & I just wanna scream on the top of my lungs "I'm pregnant" but we're trying to wait until Christmas to tell people so it will be super special. Lol anyways... I think I just needed to vent. It's so hard waiting. I hate this. Until then I'll just have to drive my husband & best friend crazy with me! P.S. I am feeling so extremely blessed to have a little human growing inside me. It's truly beautiful.