Feeling defeated ..

How long did it take for you to conceive after mc?

I mc in December of last year.

First period was February.

I’ve had a short period ever since.

& this month I have missed my period ..

Everything has been negative..

I’m at a stump .. I feel so defeated and heartbroken all over again 😔

I know god has a plan.. and it is not in my control, but his .. I just really thought this time was it ..