So I'm pregnant with my third, I've had a long journey with my husband he cheated on me back in 2018.

I learned that he was bisexual and that he slept with the girl that had been texting him non stop for the Las few months and who I told him not to talk to anymore because she wasn't just being a good friend I'm a women and I know how it works.

Anyway we were past that issue we talk and I gave him another chance.

Last month he tested positive for hiv and so did I.

I came to the US to give birth to my son and I was tested before and after and both tests were negative.

So I know for a fact that he got infected during those 3 months that I wasn't home when he was sleeping with that girl and the man that I don't know who he is.

I honestly don't know what to think

I'm scared and so mad because it sucks that i have to go through this when I never put myself at risk

I don't know if I should leave him but raising 3 kids on my own scares me and so going through this disease on my own but at the same time I see him and remember he couldn't keep his dick on his pants for 3 months and that's why I'm sick it's just too complicated