Depression

I’m currently 36w4d pregnant with my rainbow baby. I am happy and excited about it. But at the same time I have so much depression and anxiety I feel it crushing me a bit. I’m married to her father and we’re buying a house. He keeps changing his mind on stuff about it but otherwise it’s going ok. We had some issues before getting married in August, but we’re passed that. Idky I feel so down and depressed. I’m not even postpartum and I’m already suffering with depression. I just wanna know if anyone has had it. We both doubt to be in the new house by the time she’s born. I feel like the one we are in now is not fit for her even though it’s fine. It’s just smaller and everything is getting packed up and I feel like I’m not ready. I’m excited to be a mom, it’s the only thing I’ve ever known I wanted to be. But I feel like I’m just not ready and that adds on to the depressed and anxious feeling.