When your BF tells you..

So I work with my mom at her at-home daycare. About couple days ago we have this adorable 11 month old boy missing half his right arm bc of an band during pregnancy. But anyway he’s crawling like crazy and my and my boyfriend were playing with him on the floor right off the carpet and I was just sliding him around and he was cracking up and my boyfriend doing the same. So I think it was yesterday he tell me that he got baby fever for the first time since we’ve been together(2 1/2 year). I was like don’t tell me this! You know how bad I am with my baby fever already! Both of our dads have told us they ready to have grand babies already but my mom says not yet and his mom never gave us an option about it. I’m the youngest out of 4 I’m 21 and my boyfriend is the oldest of 2 and he’s 21. We’re in the middle of fixing up my grandmas house to live in with two roommates. And I want a baby so bad but we both know we need to be making a little more and at least engaged and or married. But it’s killing me more now that’s he’s told me that he now has baby fever! 😭😭 why did you have to tell me! My baby fever is already through the roof!!

Sorry this is might be all over the place but I’m going crazy! I’m also on the implant and I’m writing this right after we had sex and him cummed in me. Knowing nothing could happen even tho I’m on one of the stronger birth controls doesn’t mean anything. That’s my small sliver of hope I guess and maybe his at this point now that he told em he has baby fever! 😭 thank you for anyone that read this!