Applying for disability while five days late & living in a car

So.

Five days late.

Not sure how I’m supposed to be feeling; especially since I’m homeless right now.

I had one miscarriage at 19,

Ex told me I wasn’t fit to be a mother and asked me to get an abortion at 22.

Currently homeless but with a man happy as a clam at the thought of me being pregnant.

What did you feel? Emotionally, physically?

I’m not usually late, and last two times were so different from eachother it’s hard to try and relate it to how I’m feeling now..