I AM DONE!

I cant do it anymore. This pregnancy has officially broke me. I'll be 39 weeks tomorrow. This is my second pregnancy and I was honestly hoping that he would be on his way by now, but NOPE! He is content on staying right where he is. Last Tuesday I was fully effaced and 2cm dilated. Then that same night I had my bloody show. I have had contractions every day since then, the pressure on my pelvis is literally to the point I cannot walk anymore. My legs are literally popping out of the socket. I dont even know how I'm gonna make it back upstairs to my bedroom! This pregnancy has killed me since DAY ONE!! At this point, they are estimating hin to be around 9lbs and honestly, I feel like I'm carrying around a toddler rather than an infant. I just need it to come to an end. All my patience has worn out and I just cant do this anymore 😭😭

Yes. I am complaining and currently crying because I am just so defeated in this, but dont let that confuse you with me being ungrateful. I am very proud to be a woman and very blessed that I am able to carry a child and that I have had a very healthy pregnancy, but that doesnt make it suck any less.