I sometimes feel like our relationship isn’t gonna make it. It’s not always bad but family gets in the way and I honestly just wish we could skip holidays I dislike my own family but I still feel like I need to see them. I also sometimes feel like everything I do just isn’t good enough. But I think slot of these feelings have to do with depression. And I am seeing a therapist I’m hoping after a few sessions things will get better. I love my baby And I love our family and my

Boyfriend isn’t always awful he’s usually pretty amazing but I can’t take when he’s mad at me I already feel so shitty about myself as it is sorry rant over.