I'm so happy i finally left

After a hard abusive 7 year relationship where nothing I did or said was ever good enough for my partner.. I built the strength up to leave. I have never ever been so happy and free. I never thought happiness ever existed for me anymore.. all i knew was being sad and depressed thinking i was going to be stuck in this life forever.

My life had no happiness.. I was never allowed to see my family much otherwise she would crack it.. but we saw her family everyday.. i lost so many friends over 7 years..

She would fight with me if I didn't kiss her quick enough or I didn't feel like sex.. or I simply was just tired.

She would give me silent treatments.. she would watch my vibrator movements if I used them and make me feel bad for it.

She would always ask who I'm talking to on my phone and what they want.. even family.

I was never allowed to just go spend time with my brother without her being shitty.

She would never help me around the house.. she was always messy.

She never cared when I was sick or took care of me.. I was made to feel uncared for.

She has tried to get me back and saying sorry and other bullshit excuses.. but i am strong and saying no.

I can go on and on..

I have been 1 month free of my abuser and couldn't be happier.