Feeling really depressed

Back in September I had a miscarriage from Blighted ovum. Two weeks before it happened we told my parents that I was pregnant but I wasn’t pregnant (if that make any sense). And my mom is like good you don’t need another. And after I had the miscarriage, she like it not like it was a real baby so just get over it the day after it happened. October my husband and I started trying again and recently I’ve been feeling like crap so I took a pregnancy test came back negative. I texted my mom I haven’t been feeling good today. She asked if I was pregnant? I told her no I’m not pregnant and she responded okay good which hurts and I just feel like crying. (Sorry just needed to vent)