Interview in a few minutes 😱😱

About to have a phone interview for a really good nanny position

I really really hope I get this job.. I really need it!! It’s so much better then the one I have now

It’s full time, great hours, great pay, etc.

I need it so I can start saving money and move out of my town which is filled with gangs and drive by shootings and stabbings etc.

I’m just scared when I get onto the phone something is going to happen and I’m not going to be able to hear her or there’s going to be awkward silences or I’m not going to be able to answer a question or be qualified enough or something 😭😱

Edit: ahhhh I called and she didn’t answer and I freaked out and hung up before leaving a voice mail 😱😭 why why why... I’m so stupid 🤬

Edit 2: I didn’t call a second time because I didn’t want to seem too pushy and annoying but I did call the voicemail and leave a voicemail without actually calling her phone.. so I just hope she listens to it and contacts me later today when she gets off work or at some point tomorrow 😫

She told me yesterday to call her at any time today so that’s what I did but now I’m so nervous that she changed her mind and is going with someone else

Her and her husband have reached out to me 4 times asking for me to take the job after me not being able to all 4 times due to my current job... but I decided it’s time for me to leave where I’m at and do better and work more hours so I really hope I’m not blowing this!!!!!!!! 😭😱😫