I think I’m officially miscarrying 😭

Monday I was spotting brownish all day and today I woke up with blood when I wiped. It’s been a few our laying on the couch and using the bathroom to see more blood coming out. Went to the doctors office this morning to see if anyone can check me and none of the doctors were in. The nurses wouldn’t even check my HCG levels or do an ultrasound because they say it’s too early. They told me to monitor it and now I’m bleeding as if I having my period. Going to Planned parenthood soon to check if I’m pregnant. Which now if feels silly to do. My doctors office just called to check how I’m doing. They are going to call my doc who is off to ask what to do for me.

Today I felt like nobody had compassion for me at all. How am I suppose to lay here and not worry? I’ve basically accepted that I’m miscarrying but can they at least help confirm that?