Help!!

I know I’m going to get bashed and hated it. But lately my marriage has gone to shit my PPD has kicked it horribly I tried to talk to my husband about it and he laughs at me and thinks it’s a joke. He won’t help me with our baby, don’t clean literally thinks I should do all of it on my own but still have sex with him 10 a day. Before I met him I had the best time of my life with my FB the greatest sex in my life with no strings attached. After I met my husband we went our separate ways and haven’t talked in 4 years. Well I don’t know why but recently I’ve been dreaming about the sex and it’s on my mind 24/7 today he sent me a friends request out of nowhere and texted me telling me how cute my son was. I didn’t reply. I feel so bad for having these thoughts🥺