just a little venting..

Finally got my daughter to sleep and then the dog wakes her up!😭 then I finally get my daughter to sleep again and the dog wouldn’t lay down and kept making small barks at every noise, walking around, flipping her ears, and being loud.😑 so I put her outside of the room so my daughter and I can get some sleep. I feel bad but we’ve been struggling with sleep and I’m so freaking exhausted! I have had 2 breakdowns today because I’m so tired and for the past 2 days my daughter has been so fussy. She doesn’t want to play, sleep, nothing. She just went to the doctor and no sicknesses or anything wrong. She’s just not satisfied by

anything it seems like. It could possibly be teething. I just got my wisdom teeth out and it’s been so hard. I’m so behind on housework and I’m so stressed. Her dad works night shifts so I’m alone at night and my daughter wakes up several times. He helps after his nap but everything just gets more piled up as the days pass.😩 he even offers to stay up when he gets home after a long hard night at work to help me out, but I can’t ever accept his offer because he works a hard job and is gone all night with literally no sleep. Anyways, I feel like this will be my first and last child. I know it can get better, but it’s been so rough. We have good days, I love my daughter so much, but I’m so tired and I don’t know if I can go through it again.