Should I?

My ex and I have been trying to work things out but every time things explode I’m always left crying while I hear that he went out.

Today I cried for an hour and I hate that whenever we talk again I hear he went here and there, this guy texted me today (a “friend”) has been trying to hook up and now I’m interested idk ladies

I just hate feeling dumb when I’m home and I hear he went to do things