Sex after first baby

So I’m 4 weeks pp FTM, I had a emergency c section after 17 hours of labor because he wasn’t fitting through my pelvic, he went into distress, and I had suddenly got severe preeclampsia, honestly the hospital was a horrible experience all together should of not gone to that one but can’t change it, I can’t remember a lot of my labor at all. I was induced I was high risk also bc of gestational diabetes and I was 38 weeks 2 days when I gave birth. Anyways I just don’t have any sex drive well I get turned on but I guess my mind makes me not want to bc I don’t wanna end up pregnant again too soon, bc baby’s daddy hasn’t really been wanting to help, guess I’m asking if it’s normal.