I have to leave my bf because of religion

My boyfriend is Muslim, I am Christian. His parents disapprove of our relationship. Even if I were to convert to Islam it’s not allowed because I’m not Pakistani like him. There’s not much I can do so we have to leave each other and I am heartbroken, any song suggestions that can explain what I’m going through? Any genre is fine

Edit: I don’t think you guys are understanding. This is a really big culture contrast, if he stays with me it will bring a big shame to his family and they will have to disown him. Traditional he’s supposed to have an arranged marriage but instead we started dating secretly.