I’m starting to resent him

Everything he does makes me irritated.

It’s not him, or his fault. Just, I don’t feel compatible with him.

He said something that keeps echoing in my head- “you’ll make your son lose yet another dad.” (My fiancé -sons adoptive father- died earlier this year- from a blood clot and last year I found out my sons biological father messed with a 16 yo so I left him when I was 3m pregnant) neither of those were my fault. And my bf doesn’t even buy baby necessities so it’s not like he’s even dad material. 😤

Well, he said that last time I tried to break up with him, and I brushed it off because he said something right after about second guessing the relationship- which really pissed me off, because why be with me- and why cry the way he did when I tried to end the relationship? Itsonly been like 5 months.

he’s already told me he had considered settling with other women, so how do I not know he’s not just settling for me?

I can’t wait until I can get out of this relationship. I know I’m in the wrong for all this but I’m sick and tired of how life has been Over the last year and a half. I want my fiancé. I’m tired of feeling empty all the time.