I feel so ungrateful

I am so happy that we have a baby on the way...I just HATE being pregnant! I feel horrible all the time, I have no energy, I’ve put on so much weight, My skin is so bad and I’ve been in so much pain.

I’m only 18 weeks, but I was very underweight before pregnancy so any weight I put on looks and feels massive! I don’t like the way I look so I hate going out and seeing people, Christmas is going to be a nightmare, not looking forward to it at all. My anxiety is through the roof already and it hasn’t even started properly.

I just want this baby out and to feel normal again, constantly feeling guilty about how I feel and like I can’t talk to anyone about it. So many women don’t get to become pregnant, I know that I am super lucky...just didn’t think I would feel this horrible!