My boyfriend got fired again....

We’ve been together for 3 years now and he can’t keep a job longer than 6 months. Every year before Xmas he either quits or gets fired. And when he’s not working, depending on the time of year, he’s either out fishing every single day like gets up before I go to work and won’t come home until 8 or 9 at night completely black out drunk, or he just sits inside all day playing video games not helping around the house at all. I’m so sick of it. But yet I stay. I have lost all respect for him. Never really had much to start with. But he just smokes weed all day long. Like all day long. And is always hacking and coughing until he gags and it’s disgusting. I just feel like such a dick because I have no sympathy for him. Like he causes all of his own problems but then whines about it and complains. But like fuck off with that grow up. Idk I just needed to vent 😭😭😭