43 in June with little to no faith left

This has been such a long and painful journey. Every month the possibility decreases..the chances lessen. Is it time for me to accept that this will not happen for me. Is it time to close the door. Does my husband get a vasectomy so that there is no more hope? Failed ivf. Failed iui’s. 2 miscarriages. Two years of acupuncture. Naturopath visits. Fertility drugs And nothing. Except heartbreak. I work for a Jewish family who have 9kids. Everyone around me has 5 plus kids. And god won’t bless me with a child. Someone please just tell me it’s over!!! My heart can’t take it ...