This is going to be a long one..

Alright, so I’m 13, it’s a pretty tough time for me. I’ve figured out who my adoptive mother is, I’m adopted by my grandma, I may even be considered a “monster.” Anyway, here’s what’s going on in my teenage life;

I’ve recently gotten into an argument with my adoptive father, (I am not related to him what so ever,) and it has never happened before, considering I’m his “Little girl” and “Best pal.” Until I realized the other side of him, and I was like a shattered mirror. I’m now staying with my grandma (My adoptive mother) in the mean time, and I have just taken out my box braids, and my ego dropped to the floor. But, I’ve received a gift to go buy equestrian boots, but today, (Because I am in horseback riding) but, I got in another argument with my mother. It seems like I can’t do anything up to her expectations, so she just said “Forget it.” Also, My biological mom isn’t the brightest, she’s been in and out of jail since 14. I’m starting to think I have the same mentality as her. I’ve reached my limits, and I’m not sure if I should call social services or not.

If anyone has anything I could do, maybe a counselor? I’m not in the best state of mind, and I’m in desperate need of balancing myself again.

If you read this, I appreciate it.