HELP!

I had a miscarriage in July after 14 months of trying.

I’m super paranoid now.

We are now on 19 months and I have positives again, but I also have negatives. I’ve gotten two Walmart cheapie positives, three FRER positives, one cvs positive, 2 clear blue negatives, and one FRER negative. Mixed up over two days.

I know I need to stop peeing on stuff and wait

But I am just curious, on Sunday I sat down to potty and a stream of blood came out, bright red with three rice size clots.

Wednesday I got my first positive and now I have almost unnoticeable spotting light light pink. But I’m getting mixed tests.

I’m just really curious what the stream of blood could have been. It wasn’t a ton but still super weird and VERY noticeable, it was Santa suit red. I’ve never had that before.

But I’ve had absolutely no period symptoms and I’m not having back cramps but I did have some wicked vaginal cramps yesterday when the pink spotting started.

I’ve been nauseated a little and SUPER tired.

Is it possible I’m getting so many false positives? Only reason I am even questioning is because of the blood on Sunday and just the fact I’m scared shitless that my body will fail me again.