I had a medical abortion in May, May 15th. My due date would have been December 15th. I was 9 weeks and 3 days, measuring 9 weeks and 5 days the day I went to speak to the doctors. Since my due date has passed, the baby and all the what if's have been on my mind. I go back on the app and see post I made asking for help and decisions I thought me and my SO had made only to not. I feel lost at this time, not completely but there's a big chunk that's still confused and sad. Half of me knows it was right and half of me regrets it. Some days are harder than most and some aren't but I've gotten through it and I continue to do so. I may be easier to get through, but not something forgetful. I'll always love my little one though.