STD testing

Hi ladies,

So I have given oral sex to three different guys and have not been tested. Although I've never had unprotected vaginal sex i have come close.. This is obviously something that I'm ashamed to admit bc I have been educated on the subject of safe sex and know that you should get tested before you have a new partner. I don't have any symptoms but i know many STIs/STDs are asymptomatic and lie dormant for years. I am getting tested as soon as I get back to my university but until then I have been extremely anxious and on edge. I really hate the fact that I've waited so long to do this, especially bc I've now met someone who is really great and actually likes me. I'm not looking for sympathy bc I don't really deserve any- I just need a place to vent.

I just really am so upset and disappointed with myself and I'm so worried that this will fuck my whole life up