A sad confession

I get really jealous of the mums that have affectionate husbands that go on adventures with them and the kids and love getting in photos and love taking photos and just love being a dad.

I feel like my husband does anything and everything to get out of being with us sometimes.

He's so stressed with work and when he gets stressed he gets so mean and just comes home and yells at us all all the time anyway. He can be so sweet but most the time it's like he'd rather be alone.

I feel so lonely. And I can't tell a soul any of this.