I'm feel like I'm going crazy 😵

It will be 2 years here in a short few months since we have been TTC. Month after month I just hope and pray that its my month but month after month im let down. I want 2020 to be my year SO bad. I don't know if I can go another year... I just keep telling myself it will happen when it's meant to be and that in the end I will have a baby. Currently 4 DPO and don't really feel much different. I had gotten pregnant April 2018 that unfortunately ended in a MC and I had sore nipples by 3 DPO. I want to believe I'll end up with BFP this month but it's so hard 😭 sorry I just needed to vent. To everyone hoping for a BFP I hope is all of our year!

What I did different this month:

*Digital Ovulation opk- CB

*Started taking inositol and vitex

*Preseed the morning of ovulation and the day after in case of late ovulation, forgot on my peak day so hopefully that doesn't hurt my chances..

*Started progesterone 1 DPO