i had my 9 month old in daycare and he hated it

i really need help and opinions! he had nightmares everytime he slept and he was always sick. came home with a black eye and a concussion when we took him to the ER. the lady was arrested and is serving 3 years.

ANYWAYS. he had a bad experience. we all did. so i quit my job but we’re DYING. i mean literally we can’t eat anymore. we can’t afford food or anything just our sons.

low and behold i’m pregnant again after ive been getting the DEPO shot. like wow cool.

so now i’m forced to go back to work, my son will be 2, do you think he’ll have a different experience? should i do private daycare? what do i do? there’s no camera or proof in private. i’m scared for him and a little baby to go to daycare will he protect his baby sibling?