Showing already????

Hello! I am currently 12w2d with my first pregnancy. I know the baby is small still and my uterus isn’t huge yet either but I feel huge and I feel like I’ve already gained too much weight. My doctor says it’s fine but I feel like all I’m seeing are people who are losing weight from being so sick with morning sickness. I haven’t had any MS at all and my appetite is huge. I’m comfortable “dieting” while not being pregnant but if I don’t eat when I’m hungry now I feel like I’m starving my baby. I don’t want to gain too much weight but I’m not off to a good start here. My belly looks like a pregnant belly but it’s bloating. Is anyone else out there in the same boat? I included pictures from last Friday when I was 11w6d for reference. Also, I’m 5’5 and was 150 lbs before getting pregnant but I was a size 6-8. I’m guessing I was muscular bc to me those numbers don’t make sense in my head. Don’t mind my pajamas and sorry this was a little ramble. Just want to know if I’m the only one feeling this way..