Gender Blues 🤦🏽‍♂️

So my wife and I already have a son. I wanted him to be a girl but I wasn’t mad that we found out he was a boy. Now with the second pregnancy I was REALLY hoping for a girl. I prayed everyday. We did the swaying theory and everything. Even the ultrasound had me thinking it was a girl. We found out last week it’s another boy 🤦🏽‍♂️. I’m not going to lie I was pissed. I’ve always wanted the daddy’s little girl relationship. I see how my wife and my father in-law have this loving bond and how my wife and our first son have this loving relationship. And that’s what I want from my daughter. I know I shouldn’t complain because it’s a blessing to even get a healthy baby and I know others are having a hard time getting pregnant but I feel like I still have the right to feel the way I do. I know I’m going to love this next boy just as much as I love my first son. I just don’t want to have to keep having more boys to get my girl like I see others. Is anybody else going through gender blues?