I don’t know why I did it...

I’ve been pregnant twice, once that ended in miscarriage and then with my beautiful girl who is about to turn 5. With both of the pregnancies I did not test at all until I was one day late and got strong positives.

This time trying for #2 I have been so much more inpatient and symptom spotting to the point I had really convinced myself that I was definitely pregnant. So today at 10DPO I did a FRER and it was a very clear negative. I know it’s early and I’m not out until AF shows but now I don’t feel any of the symptoms I thought I had so I feel like I just definitely made them all up.

Girls - THIS IS MY FIRST MONTH TTC!!! I’m in for a long ride aren’t I?! Help! 😩