21 weeks and still don’t feel/look pregnant

FTM here. Still haven’t felt movement, doctor said baby looked good at ultrasound last week and growing well, anterior placenta probably the reason for not feeling anything yet. Also, I started out plus size, and I guess baby is just growing into the belly I had before. I’m still wearing my pre-pregnancy pants with no issue and waiting to look and feel different. I am thankful baby is healthy and I haven’t felt terrible or anything, but despite the appointments it still doesn’t feel real. I just want to feel the baby kicking or look down and just know she’s there because I feel like I’m missing out on that bonding experience right now because most of the time I’m having trouble believing it’s happening. Anybody else this far along and still waiting to feel pregnant?