My heart is aching in pain! 😭😭😭

Back story my aunt and I both announced we were expecting last year and we were super excited to go through this journey together but sadly I miscarried. Well she had her baby a couple days ago and told everyone not to tell me yet because she didn’t want me to feel bad. I totally get it, she cares about me and knows I’m struggling. But seeing the baby’s pictures just broke my heart even more. I’m literally crying, I’m torn up inside, Bc I should be having a baby next week and I’m not! 💔💔💔😭😭 I know I shouldn’t be thinking this way. I’m truly happy for her and congratulated her. I just want it to be my turn now. God please let my time come soon so my heart can be full. 🙏🏼

Sorry y’all I just needed to vent.