Feeling Low

On Christmas I took this pic and I legit realize that it is sexy for some dudes but not me. I lost so much confidence in myself since I started wearing 38DD. Being 5’5 and weighing 222lbs have never been my goal. I am seriously just shocked how much confidence I lost from Christmas to today everytime I see this pic. Although guys my age think it’s hot or w.e. I still think it is the worst thing that ever happened to me. And just a lil extra note, I am about to be 18 in a couple. 😭I’m actually broken atm. I wanna feel good in my body for once.