D&c on Jan 2

I went to my 12 week appt to find babe had been gone about a week, No heartbeat. They advised me to do a d&c and that same day my sweet babe was taken away from me. It hurts, so bad. I think I am doing ok and then I am crying and not wanting to face other people. Is it hard for others to be around other people? It makes me feel more distant being around others, maybe because they don’t know and I fake like life is fine.