Anxiety tied to a loss

Does anyone else have really severe anxiety about situations tied to a loss? Long story short, I tried to go back to college several years ago, conceived around the same time and miscarried a few week into the semester. I'm looking into going back and having SO much anxiety. I've since had two healthy pregnancies and it was an early loss over 5 years ago, but I feel like bawling just at the idea of going back. I I'm aware it's not a rational reaction but that's not helping. I'm not sure what I'm looking for here but I guess just to know I'm not alone in this feeling. If you overcame this did anything help?