Losing my virginity

Hey guys so, tonight we’ll last night I hung out with an old friend and we were literally watching a movie and cuddling when boom a make out session accord. That was fine he kissed really amazing it’s been a while since I had a bomb make out session like that so I was instantly like.

Then we stop because I was overwhelmed with emotions, and we went back to cuddling. Then I said “you kiss really good like really good”, and he responded with “thank you” and boom we started kissing again.

Then he pos up with a surprise question... which was “can I eat you out” my immediate reaction was

Like I had never really had anything sexual go down, down there except a few rubs lol but this man was offering full rounds action. It’s not like I haven’t had offers but this was one I was actually into. I though for a moment, I was going to say no, but I had to think again I was like okay I’m down. Y’all when I tell wi had an out of body experience I was legit crying 😂 it felt amazing like I couldn’t express my feelings. I felt as if I was going to explode but I had never had an orgasm so I didn’t know if I had to pee or if it was the real deal so I’m there like

So he’s down there for a good minute idk how long but it was heavenly, then I say “do you have a condom” because at that point I was ready y’all. He responded “yes” he asks me at I sure and I nodded yes. Then he puts on the condom and he enters inside me. It wasn’t really big but idk if the size mattered. It hurt a little bit it felt good as well 😅. So he got a few strokes in and before I know he gets two strokes in and he busted a nut y’all. I didn’t bleed so I don’t really know. But I was like is that it.

He was like yeah sorry, I’ve never had sex with a virgin that felt different. I’m like uhhhh okay, he was like but a good different. I was like okay 😅.

Then I’m just like asking him is he okay or if he like needed any help because he was like trying to clean himself up and I’m there like hello 😅 haha. So I asked him and he was like chill you’re fine and so I put back on my pants. And we just chill there and finish watching the movie. Then he smokes his blunt and after that he wouldn’t stop talking 😂😅 I’m just zoning in and out of conversation like

At this point he’s taking for an hour and all I can really think about was doing what we just did again, but I didn’t want to just ask because I didn’t want him to think I just wanted one thing but I did 😅. Now I just can’t stop thinking about doing it again.

Now I’m over here debating like gee should I have waited or did I make the right choice. I’m 21 by the way and I lowkey don’t regret anything I just can’t stop thinking about it 😬. Anyways I just felt like I needed to share because I have no one really my mom is super religious and my sister is judgmental. So I feel alone in all the things I do kinda. Then I was scrolling through my phone and remembered I had this app and I was like ooo cool let me share. But anyways feel free to leave comments please and thank you 😊