I lost 2 last year also and I suspect I will feel the same when/if I fall pregnant again. I hope it works out for us both xo

I know exactly how you feel. I’ve had 4 losses and 6w pregnant with my 5th pregnancy. I had surgery to resolve an issue with my uterus this is my first pregnancy since the op, everyone around me is getting excited now that the issues been resolved but I can’t help think that the worst will happen again this time.