Social phobia

Hi, I am a 30-year-old medical Intern girl. I have been Diagnose with bipolar 2 years ago)

this is my second rotation and I have been so alone without my friends💔.. I do not know how to talk to my colleagues male or female?

If someone tries to start any conversation with me I do not know what happen to me as if I have an empty mind...

When I take a history from my patient I tried to get as much as I can to help my patient and presented to my intern, fellow and consultant doctors

( before I was Diagnose with bipolar I was a Talkative, social Personal love to try anything new like friends, tech things, food, cats... and Everyone loves me

😭💔 I miss that feeling but I do not know what to do

Can someone help me