i think i’m depressed

yeah that’s just about it but i don’t know what to do about it. i don’t want to get help and i’m not suicidal or anything, i just don’t have any motivation in life. i feel as if everyone is so far ahead of my on this path and, even as i run faster and faster, they’re always still ahead of me. i feel as if i have no one and, even though there are people who are there for me, it’s not enough. i don’t want to be greedy and ask for more, though. regardless, i have to get back in my groove but i don’t know how to do that. any tips?