Divorce

My husband and I have decided on divorce. The thing is, we have done gone thru this multiple times. I move out, we hang out, then next thing you know I'm moving back in. Things are good for a while then BOOM!! Everything hits the fan. I haven't been good about keeping a job since I've been with him. I always wanted to be a mother and take care of the kids. I know I failed at holding down a job. Anyways I have to stay strong and not give in next time he wants to hang out or even myself. Just needed to vent.