One & Done ...

Am I selfish to only have one baby?

So much has changed in my life since my LO was born & I'm not the same person, I'm a little sad and very lonely.

I have done so many of the things I wanted to do but still have so much I want to get to and see and enjoy in my life

I love my LO with everything but I just dont know how I'm handling each day with this numbness do nothing sit on the couch be house bound life. It is not how I saw things happening & not what I ever wanted.

I only want one because of it now. I feel like a very shitty person.

I'm miserable