Out another month

Well my monthly enemy showed up again this month makes 2 years TTC with miscarriage at 15 weeks in December 2017, 2 chemicals, another miscarriage at 5 weeks in summer of 2018 and a blighted ovum which they didn’t discover till 7 weeks along and had to have D&C to remove everything in September 2019. Starting feel so discouraged and sad. Now it’s been since September since D&C for blighted ovum and still nothing. I give props to you ladies who TTC for 5+ years and longer. You ladies are heroes in my eyes this shit is hard and so discouraging and making my depression and anxiety act up so bad. Any advice ladies?