I can’t sleep alone nor stay asleep

My boyfriend made me feel so crappy that I can’t sleep by myself at night but I’ve figured out that it’s my anxiety. Once I fall asleep on him for the first time, he gets up and plays his video game which is in our room and it’s bright and wakes me up and then I get pissed and just upset and he doesn’t get it and then makes me feel like a piece of shit for not wanting him on his game and for him to lay with me. Is that too much to ask or should I feel like shit about it?